One small second
separates my life from my death
The surgeon stitches
focused only on his task
to save the life that falters here.
© Alison Jean Hankinson.

d’Verse Poetics It’s All in the timing.
It’s all in the timing!
One small second
separates my life from my death
The surgeon stitches
focused only on his task
to save the life that falters here.
© Alison Jean Hankinson.

d’Verse Poetics It’s All in the timing.
It’s all in the timing!

Grief rolls over me
In huge tumultuous waves
leaving you behind
This time of year it always feels like the end of something and the start of something new. Even though we are in summer it is the end of the school year. It is always a time of reflection and it has also been a time of leaving for our family. I left my parents behind in Jan 2006, my last living visual memory of my mother was seeing her crying in the rear view mirror as we drove away to our new life here in New Zealand. It was only supposed to be a see you later, but it was a goodnight.
This year I am returning to spend time with my family and I have to say goodbye to some colleagues and friends after a very complex 11 years and it is very very difficult, they have walked beside me when I needed them. However the most difficult thing I have to do is to leave my eldest daughter here, and I sincerely hope for both of us it is simply a see you later and not to all a goodnight. This might not have been how the prompt was intended to be interpreted but it is what it spoke to me.
© Alison Jean Hankinson

She’s my secondborn
Cherubic smile, big blue eyes
Churlish Elfin charm
Nymph divine hides within her
Magical mystic manner
© Alison Jean Hankinson
This is my contribution for imaginary. My elfin child who has always been able to mix the imaginary world with the real world.

This is her in a film made recently:
Dec 11 The Grandma
Tinsel on the tree
Smells just like christmas cheer
love this time of year
Dec 12th The Store Manager
Deck the halls with boughs of holly
Come inside and spend your lolly
Make my profits soar.
A continuation with the voices…not sure I can sustain it to 25…I might have to resort to elves and Rudolph…
Bird takes spring steps- sings
Love songs from bare bough of tree
Winter is long gone
The stilted shrill calls her home
To nest in cherry blossom.
© Alison Jean Hankinson
Tanka for Carpe Diem #1091 Sonata in E, Op. 1/3 by Cecilia Maria Barthélemon
Image: Bird amidst the cherry blossom/https://www.flickr.com/photos/freedomiiphotography/8366458291/

A year ago we were on our way… we had driven to Auckland, boarded the plane and we were probably somewhere around Australia now…mischief is sat on her cushion and she is thinking…mmm a year ago we were at the cattery…
School had finished and it was CHRISTMAS…. we still have a week to go this year…no wonder we are all grumpy.
A whole year ago…it felt so good, we were so excited, it was the holiday of a lifetime, funny that a trip “home” could be classed as a holiday of a lifetime but it was. The girls were 16, old enough to appreciate it and we had been gone for 10 long years. We took them back and helped them to reconnect, we took them to visit people and places that were part of their history and heritage. We wanted them to know the buildings and the customs and the language and the meaning of what it is to be English.
We love all that they have had and experienced here in Whangarei. We love all that they have learned and the friends they have made but we also wanted them to know their roots, they stand on the shoulders of giants and they need to know that part of the story too.
We come from the mill and mining towns of Lancashire, our forefathers were immigrants who came to build canals and railways and they gave blood sweat and tears to make Britain great in the Industrial revolution. They were working folk, the wives and women were brought up to be strong and steadfast. They men eked out an existence in the Pit or the factory and they found their strength and support in the Church, the Union or the Alehouse in no particular order. They lived loved and died amongst the bricks and the dirt, the smog and the soot, the dark dismal days of winter and the bracing breezes of brief summer days.
I wanted them to see the bricks, and feel the warmth of the hearts and souls who walked before them-whose existence they owe their own story and fortunes to. A year ago still feels like yesterday.
Image: Ancoats, Manchester. McConnel & Company’s mills, about 1820. From an old water-colour drawing of the period. Scanned from A Century of fine Cotton Spinning, 1790-1913. McConnel & Co. Ltd. Frontispiece. Scanned by Mr Stephen.
Response to the daily prompt.
Image creative commons-Sunrise in Joshua Tree California 01/05/12 Jessie Eastland
Treasure of the sun.
From the east comes the sun,
Her mantle red and gold
Her smile and nurturing warmth
In summer days unfolds.
Be humble
Recognise that whilst we walk similar paths we all stumble
Be kind
Recognise that in moments of despair it is the hand that we hold
that makes us blind
To the pain.
Be giving
Recognise that it is our contribution to living
That ultimately counts.
Be brave
Have courage to stand tall and speak truths
and lift up the spirit and soul
of young and old
Leave silent footprints
That others may follow
In their own time and at their own pace
Be mindful
Recognise and respect each moment for what it is
It is your live to be lived
Make it meaningful and worthwhile.
© Alison Jean Hankinson
This is for d’verse Poetics recipes
Alison Jean Hankinson
My tiny treasures
Look at the scar that you created
I wear it for you with love and pride.
I wear it with stoicism
Disfigured permanently for motherhood
We call it an apron
It hangs loose and saggy like an old washed out jumper.
© Alison Jean Hankinson
This was written for the quadrille at d’Verse. Hope it is okay.

I think this is a bit of trial and error…I wanted to create some kind of advent calendar in “writings”…. so this I will add to, and I am going to say the inspiration was from Gemma, my visits to Rimu Park from d’verse openlinknight-185. It asked for a poem, but I hope that I can do 24 that will all become one if that makes sense.
Rimu Park is the retirement home and as I visit I often learn new things about both the residents and my own outlook on life. I love Christmas dearly and I think I want to demonstrate through the full piece that it means different things to different people at different points in their lives. Whilst it can be a time of family and of love and sharing it can also be a time of loneliness and grief not just for people loved and lost but also for Christmas’ past.
December 1st. The Optimist
Christmas lights twinkle
Full of festive hopefulness
Heartaches falter fast
December 2nd. The Sage
Shadows and sorrows
Embers echo-Christmas past
Silent separation
December 3rd. The Giver
Secret Santa gifts
Friendly fun festivities
Given from my heart
December 4th. The Abandoned
You left without saying goodbye
My spirit was broken
Mistletoe mocks
December 5th. The Charlatan
Love was lacklustre
Was the food mixer the gift
To bring severance
Dec 6 and 7. The rector and his wife
In the beginning
Was the word and the word was
Pray for us sinners
We gave all we had
There was nothing left to give
God took it all
Dec 8th. The Teacher
Christingle service
Carol singing in the snow
Childrens faces glow
Alison Jean Hankinson